Post Published: October 30, 2022  

Sweet Dreams, Nihilist

Everybody’s looking for something.

Me, I’m looking for meaning

and coming up empty

Forever single


Every single men I’ve ever loved

left me

And I know all the rules

I understand how math works

Together with Science and

Religion, hand in hand

The stars that dot the dome

That covers that giant serving dish

That we call the world,

and the very basics of electricity

All of the stuff is interconnected

And when the things happen

At the same time, there’s a term for it

But there really needn’t be

The thing what I don’t get is why

I have to explain anything to anyone or

Why anyone asks

I don’t want to talk about it

I don’t want to tell you anything at all

Because I only barely vaguely

have an idea

I really don’t know anymore

I’m looking for meaning

And coming up empty

May 16, 2020


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