love, Ruth Nineke

I want to tell you

Post Published: April 7, 2024

I want to tell you that I love you but doesn’t that seem a little silly to say especially when I can’t be sure that you feel the same way, and besides what’s a love without insurance? I want to tell you that I think of you nearly every single day, that I see your eyes shine and recall the shape of your face in the morning light. That I replay the memory of your body against mine, the second time, our legs wrapped together, your captivating enthusiasm that you freely gave when. I want to tell you that I tried my best even though sometimes it was heavy, even though I didn’t know why I couldn’t stop, even though I didn’t know if I could make it all the way. I want to tell you that I really wanted to. I want to tell you that you were everything I ever wanted, and I was scared. I want to tell you that I fought myself and lost, and that I knew losing you was what it cost. I want to tell you that I want it more than I did before. I want to tell you all of this now, all the time, but I’m not so sure that you would care. And I can’t bare to risk another rejection from you. No, not again. I simply wouldn’t dare.


 

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