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Telling The Truth

I’m an imbalanced, imperfect, judgmental, needy, tempestuous, and vain “writer.” I’ve been telling people my dreams, and writing stories (in my head & on paper) my whole life. It’s my thing. But the living is hard. Work, life, bills, lovers, legal, etc.

Interacting with people is hard, because we’re all wretched in our own ways. And that’s fine.

I’m trying to be something I’m not yet, to catch up to the vision of myself that’s in my head. I still don’t know who I am.

Does any of us?

A Helping of Storytelling

Aren’t we all changing, denying, growing, hiding in some way? All the time.

I’ve noticed people like me, even though I mostly hate them (joking, not really, idk).

The truth is we all want to feel loved, and seen. The truth is we have to give that to ourselves first. But also, sharing helps.

The most I can give other people, and myself, is my writing. Sometimes maybe good. Sometimes maybe shit.

If you read something you like, don’t be selfish or shy. Please share my links, or drop me a line.

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More Bits by Ruth Nineke; Get Your Fill

the magical invisible

I can say that I […]

Anyway

Maybe she's always exactly right On time every time Maybe it doesn't matter anyway

chevron trimmings

My love covers my fear in a heavy, fancy coat, and expensive hat. It gave my doubt smart Isotoner

Fun house

It's cool though because what I do know is the size and shape of my insecurity

Things Inferred

when she's sober, her eyes are clear, wide open

Choose You

Commit to showing kindness always, First & foremost to yourself

The Earth’s Blue Sky

I thought of you and I thought of me when I woke up half way through hour three

Be Strong

Scare people straight. Send them stumbling right into their own hidden truths

Pretty Psychopath

my big brown eyes catching all that natural light 

How She Behaves

She behaves as though she is the first person to ever chase a cloud

My Name Is Pain

Every break up hurts a […]

How To Respect Yourself?

It’s so easy to internalize. […]

Demons In The Night

Nothing makes me feel good […]

No One New

I’ve met someone No one […]

For All The Bad Bitches Scared To Be Bad

The world never tires, never […]

Sweet Dreams, Nihilist

Everybody’s looking for something. Me, […]

Unsatisfied

There are such things as […]

All Their Intimacy

Is sex really all there […]

Do You Love Yourself?

Let’s play a quick game […]

Love, Ruth Nineke

About & Disclaimer:

I’m a writer. This is a personal website with my ideas and real life experiences and creative expressions. I don’t mean harm. I mean encouragement, inspiration, and truth. Above all, I mean my own mental stability. If anything on this website hurts your feelings in someway, you can send a message through social media and we can discuss it. If I use a picture or artwork of yours and you want it removed, I’ll take it down. Other than that, don’t whine and bitch to me. I don’t really care. I encourage you to start your own project and find a way to positively express yourself.