A hot and hopeful romantic, smart enough to be a pain in the ass.

About & Disclaimer

I’m a writer. This is a personal website with my ideas and real life experiences and creative expressions. I don’t mean harm. I mean encouragement, inspiration, and truth. Above all, I mean my own mental stability.  If anything on this website hurts your feelings in someway, you can send a message through social media and we can discuss it. Doesn’t mean I’ll remove my writing, but if you need space to talk I’ll give you that much. If I use a picture or artwork of yours and you want it removed, I’ll take it down. Other than that, don’t whine and bitch to me. I don’t really care. I encourage you to start your own project and find a way to express yourself that makes you feel good about yourself, truly good.

“You’re a fucking cunt.”

Michael grabbed her wrist and marched toward Bushwick Avenue. “We’re taking a cab,” he announced. “I’m going to fuck the...

“You’re Such A Fucking Bitch”

Sometimes she felt as though she was dating a child – an exceptionally bright, naturally overachieving, and emotionally demanding child. ...

A Dream That I Was Friends With Drake

I had a dream that I was friends with Drake but he found me really problematic and friend-dumped me really...

Good Advice Is Never Wasted

All the advice I give anyone else is advice that ultimately serves me the most. The words I share are...

What Do You Want? (It’s Not That Simple)

I want to feel strong and powerful and energetic and forceful again. I want to feel free and invincible. And...

More Writings, etc

Choose You

Commit to showing kindness always, First & foremost to yourself...

Out Do Yourself

I've always been obsessed with the philosophy of it, the invisible aspect. The drive, the desire, the single-mindedness....

It’s amusing

my "family" has long been my biggest muse....

That Devil Mouth

in my years of screwing around I’ve gained enough experience to know that it's only a matter of time before...

a lot of personality to keep herself together

I’m fortunate, and I know that. I don’t have to suffer through a life I didn’t choose....

My Mother Did This To Me

I must overcome my want for love if I’m ever going to stop hurting. The solution is obviously to stop...

Life Is Pain

I was thirty-one when I decided success required being a fraud. But even fraud has its limits....

Throw her out.

She was living with Kevin and his parents. Her mother had put her out for refusing to end the pregnancy,...

He wanted her to know he was defending his reputation

He wanted her to know he was defending his reputation – to his mother – alone. They were supposed to...

It wasn’t Michelle’s problem that Brenda was starved for love and affection

It wasn’t Michelle’s problem that Brenda was starved for love and affection at home and needed the world’s approval. If...

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